New Material Will Be Released When Better Equipment Is Acquired

Give it til like August or September.  Mixtape will be released that time. EP will be released my birthday. Second EP will be released Spring. Heavy Baltimore Bass Collabo Project will be relased Spring aswell.   Stay Tuned!

Why…

Do we pretend like everything is fine or nothing drastic just has happend when we know deep inside it did ? Why do us as people try to repress so many things rather than just let the emotions bleed so they can heal quicker instead of ignoring it, saying there isn’t any pain ? The human being is crazy.

Here’s An Unreleased Track

This is an unreleased track dedicated to a girl I used to mess with named Angelique. It’s about how we gained strong feelings towards one another and as time progessed it became difficult to continue our relationship. This is an unrleased track due to two reasons:

1. I personally hate my flow in this one.

2. It was me jacking a beat from producer, Centipede but I explained to him personally and he respected me being decent enough to come to him telling him I jacked it and he said it was a decent song I made into it.

So this track of course couldn’t even be a track I could sell and it was just a throwaway really after letting the girl it was dedicated to listen to it.

So I hope you enjoy, it’s titled “I Understand (Angel)” Produced By Centipede.

http://www.zshare.net/audio/133609599837e6be/

Lyrics From An Upcoming Song In Future

I’m always a fool for a sexy voice and a cute face
Oddly digging her more when they have little grace
And silly me for believing I could finally have her balanced
But holding someone up without my own support would never be my talent
I suspect she’s being uneven with another, while i’m trying to hold her dead weight
Now asking myself why am I in this oh, too familiar place
That somewhere that always reunites me with a drink
I sit alone listening to vitals lowers as answer my bruised heart with a lung that sinks
She finds me slurring speach on the corner as she pokes me with a stick
Telling me i’m such a responsiblity, i’m lucky she gives a shit
“What a coincidence”, I think; while she helps me up from the alley
When I gain my coherency, she’ll say she can’t do without me
And the fool that I am wants to see us holding hands
It never occurs to me it’s more than likely behind my back is another man
Damn my urge for never wanting to be alone
And damn myself for not reacting towards that unfamiliar scent of colougne

And I think she knows I don’t want to be without her
So she does what she does without any nerve
Oh God why is it that I need her
Why am I scared she’ll become a blur

It came to me a minute ago, while sucking on this rum and flat cola
That i’m just her lastest toy and soon it will be over
I’ve never been of the norm, and with that; I feel her tolerence lowers
Still, I always ask her what is her intention with me if she says i’m so different
I’m just a cute asshole that never fucking listens
I think she wants me to be smart enough to come to grips she has had enough of it
And when she’s not speaking with me, she’s on another’s dick
Maybe when she says she’s fingering on the phone another is hitting it
Shame on me for covering my eyes, when I walk through her door
Praying not to hear a moan or a man’s clothes fall to the floor
I sink into a deeper sorrow that I wish not explain
I just understand the feeling, the reasons; I will refrain
But there I am, holding my head as sun beams and waking in a puddle of vomit
Throat sore from the drunken yells, reaching in my pocket for a losage
Only to pick up a picture of her beauty
Thinking to myself i’m the only one doing this to me

And I think she knows I don’t want to be without her
So she does what she does without any nerve
Oh God why is it that I need her
Why am I scared she’ll become a blur

Becoming A Minor Vegetarian

LOL, I know. It’s crazy for me to believe myself. But I think it’s just time to try to aim towards a healthier diet. I’m not the biggest fan of fried chicken anyway (for you racist bastards out there haha). It may not be easy, but I love seafood, and I think this will be an easier commitment, rather than claim i’m going to leave all meat. When I begin to depend on myself for meals soon, I going to rely more on pasta and breads and fishies (I used to feel that garlic bread could be a full meal). This isn’t me being a hippie or anything, it’s just me trying to take better care of myself in some aspects, because I already kill myself with cigs and alcohol. So instead of creating a giant bomb of disaster within me, i’ll be aiming for a little better. Goodbye burgers, ribs and steak…..they will be the only things I truly miss anyway.

Updates

I Appreciate The Continous Love (Upcoming Plans & Releases)
I thank everyone who has been listening to my music and realize that what i’m trying to do. I do music for the emo kids, the hipsters, the be-boppers, the poets. I make it be able to vibe through a car smoothly or be heard in cafe lounges (which one here in Virginia is about to do). I make music for the soul and for artistic purposes. I realize not to necessarily always blab on about myself, but to sometimes paint scenarios. And once again, I praise those who see my vision and producers that show ALOT of patience towards me and ALOT of love.

I really love that my shit is heard by over a thousand people or people that love it so much, they come back to listen to it again.

Like I said though, I will be taking a break after I fufill my duties of this upcoming mixtape, free ep and a professional ep for labels. I will then be shooting videos and creating a go-go band.

Label or not, in Spring of ‘09 there will be an album created with the most talented producers I know. And there might be some touring done after all is said and done.

I know I spoke on some other projects to be done. They will be done eventually. Hell, I might just spand them out as long as I plan to rap, but they will be done.

I thank everyone again for their support. Better is on the way. What i’m doing now is only 45% of what is capable of me with this music.

I love you all and producers, indie labels and collab intrests; continue to get at me. I’m the artist that don’t charge for collabs. I’m in it for the vibes most of all.

Peace.

….False Alarm

I guess i’m staying with this chick longer than I thought.