I’ve just been recently pondering on what do I want to do next musically. I have been SO disappointed in the response of my free twelve inch that i’ve just been thinking of falling back for a while….seeing what i’m doing wrong. The again, they we all rough drafts of what was to be and maybe people said “Fuck it, i’m waiting for the actual EP”. The thing is i’m so self conscious of the music that I do put out. I probably have over 20 songs that no one has listened to yet just because it’s not up to that level I feel it should be. I do enjoy the love, I do enjoy the n plays I get and how quickly a song shoots up in plays for me, but I want so so many more fans. If I had more fans, I think i’d be good. For now though…. I don’t even know. I’m thinking about just dropping this Cup Of Tea Mixtape…..put my all into finishing this EP that i;ve been changing and promising to release and just seriously fall back for a while and just do photo shoots, shop those two projects around and shoot mini film videos for some songs of mine. I still will be involved in music, but not as heavily as I have been. I’m looking to make a Go-Go band, a Screamo band and I already have a tentative acoustic band with my friend, John Forrestal. We’ll just have to see what happens. I think i’ve made my mind up though…
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